Aspergers's Syndrome Adult - Should You Have to Explain Yourself?

Picture this scenario.explain yourself, but not wanting to, or being
Tom and Brad have been friends for their entireunable to. The reality is, you shouldn't have to
life. They are the same age, both adults, andeither.
work together. They are in the middle of aComing to terms with this type of predicament
conversation that has been going for almost 30becomes far easier when considering whether the
minutes during their lunch break, both are talkingissue is not one of shyness, but a lack of control.
animatedly and both are clearly comfortable.An unfamiliar person creates a situation of
With about 20 minutes of lunch hour left, a workuncertainty. Being in unfamiliar territory can feel
colleague who is a friend of Brad approaches theiruncomfortable. Which ever way you approach it,
table and joins the conversation. But now onlythe issue is one of a lack of control creating
Brad and their colleague are talking. Tom hasunwanted feelings.
become quiet, withdrawn, and speaks only twiceBut since adult Asbergers sufferers can't always
in the next 15 minutes, once to say goodbye.control their environment, what can be done? A
If this is a scenario familiar to you then you'llhuge advantage is being able to recognize the
appreciate that Aspergers Syndrome in an adultreason for feelings of anxiety, shyness or a
can result in some complex emotions arising outsense of withdrawal for what they are, and why
of even simple social situations. At times speakingthey are causing a certain response to a particular
to one person seems fantastic, but when ansituation. Being able to consciously accept what is
unknown quantity is added to the equationhappening and understanding why you are
feelings of shyness and withdrawal take over.reacting a certain way to a situation can at least
Worse still, often this creates feelings ofprovide some internal control. The next step is
frustration (why am I being so quiet?) or guiltbeing able to actually use that internal control to
(they think I don't like them) or self doubt (evenhelp express yourself externally the way you
if I did speak, I'd be forcing it and I'll be ignored).want to, rather than the way you might
There can be a prevailing sense of needing tootherwise do.