Asperger's and the Holidays

In my private practice I've noticed a trend.miss the comfort that solitude can bring you.
Around November, old, current and new clientsPlease don't fall into the trap of trying to live up
call wanting to schedule sessions to talk about oneto what you think "normal holidays" (an
topic: the holidays. The trend is not surprising:oxymoron) should be like. Holidays for Aspies are
most therapists find themselves busy at this timeoften riddled with "shoulds", which trigger
of year, when expectations and realities can clash,resentment and resistance. Adults with Asperger's
and even the most mature find themselves stuckwho give themselves permission to meet their
in teenager roles and feelings long since discarded.own unique needs for togetherness and solitude,
But for a therapist who counsels adults withfun and rest, engagement and disengagement,
Asperger's the increase in client need may beoften find themselves less pressured, less anxious
surprising to some. Aren't Aspies supposed to beand more accepting of themselves and others.
unconcerned with the judgments of others, evenThis balanced approach can prevent total
family members? Don't Aspies face holiday familyshutdown mode, which is a natural response to
time with few, if any, expectations for intimacyover stimulation and helplessness.
or fun? Don't Aspies who find themselves aloneHere are some tips Aspies may find helpful:
during the holidays consider their solitude a "GetPlan for taking breaks during visits. Examples are
Free Out of Jail" card, rather than a reason fortaking a walk outside, taking a nap with a book,
loneliness or depression? After all, Aspies don'ttaking some quiet time for deep breathing, taking
really seek out relationships, right? If any of thesea quick ride or offering to run an errand in the
assumptions sound familiar to you, beware of thecar, playing a video game with someone or alone,
Aspie Stereotype, which pervades media (thinkor announcing a time-out and removing yourself
"Rainman"), research teams (think "Yale"), popfrom the group.
culture (think SNL's "Nick Burns: The computerSchedule realistically. Over scheduling during the
Guy") and even some therapist circles (not me!).holidays can lead to burnout when being around
Contrary to popular notions regarding Asperger's,people is gratifying, but stressful (or just plain
many clinicians, those who work in the trenchesdifficult). While it's great to push yourself to
with adults struggling with the challenges ofsocialize, the holidays are a time to be reasonable
Asperger's, find their Aspie clients confused and- don't expect yourself to go from no parties to
overwhelmed by the holidays. Most of us harborthree or four in a month. Beware of the lure of
conscious or unconscious expectations about thesubstance use. Many of us rely on the cocktail or
holidays - how they should feel, who they shouldtwo to help ease party anxiety. While there may
be spent with, how tall the tree should be, whonot be too much harm in this, most clinicians see
should host dinner...the list can go on. A lack ofa surge in substance use during the holidays,
awareness of one's own "rules" regarding thewhich can lead to hangovers, a shaken sense of
holidays can set the stage for confusion,self, embarrassment, or worse. Remember that
disappointment, impulse coping skills andas long as you're using substances to quell the
depression. If you have Asperger's, you may beanxiety, you're not truly growing in your ability to
surprised at your own "automatic" answers tohandle social situations.
questions such as:Be extra kind to yourself. This sounds corny, and
Should holidays be spent with friends or family?it is. But think about it: we spend so much time
Should loved ones exchange gifts, or not? Whoduring the holidays thinking about giving to others
should travel where for the holiday celebration?(or avoiding it!), but how much do we think about
Tinsel, or lights? While these questions may seemtruly giving to ourselves? This is the time to use
trivial, they're not - and often they shed light onkind words and actions to take care of yourself.
our automatic thoughts that go unchallenged andIdeas include buying or checking out a new book,
cause problems. For instance, if your "rule" is thatgoing to the movies alone, eating a favorite meal,
Christmas or Hanukkah is a commercializedspending quiet time petting the cat. Seek help if
money-making holiday to benefit departmentyou need to. Holiday therapy can be a temporary
stores, you may refuse to participate, and thusbridge to January 2! Here's to your success in
miss genuine opportunities to connect with lovedcreating a holiday this year that you can anticipate
ones. If you automatically decree that holidayswith groundedness and optimism.
should be spent with family or friends, you may